Sometimes the thing you want the most is the one thing you can never have.

Alexis
I miscarried today at 13 weeks. I don't even know what to feel right now. All I want is to have a beautiful healthy baby and my body was like, nope fuck you. I ate right, exercised, tried to get proper sleep, even took the horse size freakin prenatal vitamins. I literally do not know what I did to deserve this. I just wanna cry my damn eyes out and disappear.