Wanna give my baby up

I feel so damn bad for posting this, but I don't know where else to turn. I don't need any judgemental moms saying I'm wrong for the way I feel. I know some anxiety is expected through pregnancy, but something keeps telling me in the back of my mind to give my baby to someone else to raise. I don't really have a reason besides not being able to get anymore sleep and not sure I'm capable of raising a little boy; I have little to no patience for anything. Instead of me messing up his life, I'd rather give him to someone more ready to be a mom. My own mom says once he comes I'll change how I feel because I'll see his face and fall in love but seriously. I'm psyched about "how hard it is" are these normal feelings or do I need help? 

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