Well ladies... I have had quite the year..... end of January I found out I was pregnant. ..beginning of Feb I lost my grandmother who I was very close too.. beginning of March got engaged .. few days later I lost the baby... end of April got married and now beginning of August my parents decide they want out of their very toxic marriage. .. 3 months after my wedding rhey decide they can't take it any longer..oh.. and my husband and I live with them and will have to move in with my mother during which I can only describe is going to be a very nasty seperation... and all the whike my husband and I are trying to get pregnant again. I am finding it harder and harder to get out of bed, to put on a happy face. I don't even know why I'm on here telling everyone this... maybe I need some comfort... some worse of wisdom. . To just talk without even expecting an answer from anyone? I don't know.. I really don't know ...