terrified... egg retrieval

💞SuE💞 • 39/ TTC#1 4 rounds of clomid at 25mg. 1 round of ivf/fet failed dec16. 2nd round fresh failed 14feb17. fet in april17
I'm here... waiting to be taken into theatre. 
I had a bad night last night ( fight with the hubby) then nightmare sleep... just scared and anxious about today's egg retrieval 
I woke up with abdominal pain too... I think it's the abdominal pain from ohss - doctors said it was normal
I'm waiting
waiting for the scary anesthetic needle and canola.... scared... 
I asked for gas and air, hope every thing goes well and easily
Us women go through so much....
wish me luck girls! that I wake up ok and they get those eggs, and that they're good... that they fertilize... that my future children are in there... 
so much to pray for.... 
baby dust girls....