Heart is heavy

I am currently going through a miscarriage. Started bleeding yesterday cramping pretty bad. I left work and went to my doctor my Hcg levels dropped by about 500 . I was devastated. My first pregnancy. I was so excited to be a mommy. I didn't know my heart could break that badly. I am resting and the tears are slowing up but the pain is still ever present. Not just physically but emotionally. From the first positive pregnancy test I was so in love. I just feel like a part of my heart was stolen from me and I can't get it back. I know I will get through this. I have a great support system but it is hard. I was 6weeks 4days....I go back to the doctor on Friday for a repeat exam and ultrasound. I plan on trying again in time. I pray I get my rainbow baby.