Emotional

Alexus • After 7 miscarriages & slightly complicated pregnancy my first baby has made it to the world born April 3,2017 6lbs 4oz. Ayden Joshua 💛 & Ashton Franklin 11/11/18 💚
I posted earlier about testing at 8 dpo BFN. Yes it's to early I realize that now but I don't feel better. I'm close to tears about this. I just feel like crying. My overall spirt is down and sad. My dr is forcing me to have my betas done today and in all honesty I do not want to go. I don't want the disappointment to take over. 😞😢