Missing the hormones

Almost done with first trimester and physically feeling more normal (less exhausted and nauseous) but overall feeling like the hormones ups and downs have leveled out. And I have to admit, I'm bummed out about it. Even though I was super sensitive, I felt like a deep peace and happiness and not too mention sex felt so good! Now I'm just kinda back to normal and disappointed. Has anyone else felt this? They say that 2nd trimester is the honeymoon period but I miss being in the surreal part of the first trimester