Trying to please others when ttc

Ashley
So I'm 20 years old about to turn 21 me and my boyfriend have been contemplating weather or not we want to have a kid at such young age. Now we have been going out for almost 4 years but about 2 months ago we decided that we are truest ready to have a baby. When we finally sat down and thought about it we were so happy to make that decision. We just recently moved back into my dads house until my boyfriend gets a better job into doing corrections officer. The only guilty thing I have is my dad and mom would not be to happy with me. My mom and dad live separately but  ive talked to my mom and she thinks I'm too young but if I ever told her I was pregnant she wouldn't be mad. But on the other hand I feel like my dad would be furious.. He is the only thing stopping me from being 100% I'm 99% right now I'm just nervous what my dad would do but me and my boyfriend are really happy to be trying other than that.. Sorry this is long but any suggestions here?