...and God laughs

I found out I was expecting baby #2 a month and a half ago and a week after finding out I'm pregnant I got a call saying I got the job I have been fighting so hard for a year now. I didn't tell them I was pregnant. I knew they couldn't ask me and I don't have to disclose it to them but I feel we started on the wrong foot so when I went for my 1st ultrasound I told them that I found out that day. I looked in my work manual and it said I can take maternity leave after 6 months and the baby is due 2 weeks after my 6 months. I just won't get paid for it or get FMLA. (which I'm not sure what that is) My husband, our daughter, and myself are so excited because he also just started a new job. I am so so so scared because every aspect of our life is changing and it's all changing so so fast! Lucky I work at the county jail as a cook and my inmates know we are having a baby and are super helpful and also excited! Lol i was throwing up because of morning sickness today and they all asked me if I needed anything or if they could help me with anything and have helped me so so so much! Which is great for the baby and myself! I love my job and my family and all the changes are for the best but I am so scared I wanna cry all the time and I am so so hateful! I guess it's also my hormones.