My life is so messy, my mom isn't my mom she's my auntie. My dad is a drunk, my sister is a 12 year old pot head. My grand dad died in February. I've lost 4 kids due to miscarriage. I'm pregnant again.... My baby's father is a asshole. My ex is a disrespectful asshole.... I live with my boyfriend (baby daddy) and he is always taking everyone's side... And yea my pay check didn't fucking come.