I give up

So glow says I'm supposed to be fertile in a few days but took an opk yesterday and came up poditive my husband had to work so when he got home I took another one and it was gone we got in a argument so that meant no bding for us! So now another month is wasted cause he wanted to be an ass last night! I just feel like I'm never gonna be able to do this my heart wants this so badly but my body refuses it. I have pcos and I'm sick of it! Gonna see remedies to help if anyone can help that'd be awesome thanks ladies!