My son was born at 36 weeks and was admitted to the nicu because he still had fluid in his lungs and he was breathing very fast . And now it's time for me to go home and leaving him here hurts more Han I expected . I'm so grateful that he is here getting help and doing so much better . I wanna take him home with me but I know he needs to get better and it's not about what I want it's about him . And hopefully he gets all better soon ❤️