Help I'm lost😒😩

I think I'm in love with this guy but he broke up with me and I act like I don't care but I do! I want to get over him but I can't! I think about him all the time.. I spent a week with him and his family and we wasn't together but he said he missed me and so we fucked like 6 times and he text me and said what is in the picture.. Was I fucked and left? How do I get over him.. We have dated before and it was the best times I miss him so much.. But I think he used me.. 😩 After we fucked we was a couple and we never argued that's the weird part😒 he did find out that I was talking to a guy before me and him but that's not a big deal.. We stop talking before we fucked but I'm just lost and need help.. 
Did I handle this okay or no? Idk please help need advice.. 
P.s he can't spell so desire is deserve  lol he has dislexia.. My baby with out even mowing he's my baby for ever and always