I just cant

For a while now i have not been able to see anything good about myself. I hate everything from head to toe. I tried losing weight because I thought just maybe i would look prettier but i dont see anything pretty about myself. I have no one to talk to about this because I honestly feel that everyone is just lying. I hate being here and have had many thoughts about just ending my sadness. I do not see my lige going anywhere at this point anymore. Why did i have to live like this? Why cant i be happy and see a pretty face in the mirror? I hate myself.