Period go away

This is first time I've had a period this bad, cramping, heavy bleeding, clotting, feel sick, tired, sleeping most of day, feel unloved, it's my cd3 and it's not getting lighter, I'm hoping I ovulate this month, want a baby so bad, a year ttc it's getting to me know, actually getting me depressed, got a feeling it will never happen to me, il never have a baby, all from depo, I hate it. Any women seeking BC stay clear from depo. Some people go 3 years ttc and some people find out they can't concieve, it's really upsetting