Losing my Virginity

Aiyanah
My BF stroke game is on fleek , but I've never climaxed.... I just lost my virginity and TBH, I don't know what it feels like to climax from penetration, only from oral sex . During sex it feels good , but I have to lie and say I climaxed or he would become upset if he reaches his climax before me ... what the hell do I do?