I feel like vomiting right now. 😣

Let me just let you guys know that I'm not sick. But what I am about explain is just me reaching out to someone. Two Thursday's ago I lost my virginity to my boyfriend of five months. I'm 20 he's 22. We both live with our parents. We're both in college, him in another state, me community college for now. However this issue lies with my mother and I and my boyfriend. I work overnight shifts at this warehouse(5:30p-4a). Sometimes when there isn't much work to do they give us the option to go home early if we want. Usually I do, because I work another job and take summer classes. But I usually wouldn't go straight home. I'd go to my boyfriend's which is on the way home. There, we'd cuddle and get freaky etc. afterwards I'd go home around the time I'll be expected to get off. His mom is okay with me coming over as him and I were raised in different households. I'm raised in a strict Caribbean household with my somewhat strict and religious mom. Now she is in the middle of an authoritative and an authoritarian parent. She basically found out everything and she is pissed about me lying to her and deceiving her. We just had a conversation about twenty minutes ago and she told me how she knows everything she started asking questions I knew she knew that answer to and with that I continued to confess. Me having sex and losing my virginity was all my choice.  And I was somewhat glad to lose it with my current boyfriend because I feel/felt I truly love him and feel sooo comfortable with my body around him. My mom is bringing a few things to my attention as in that was my boyfriends plan. She also stated that he disrespected his mother's house by having sex in it while she was in her room asleep. I've always told my boyfriend that I didn't want to lose my virginity in his mothers house and he said he agreed and it won't happen. Long story short my mom is bringing a few things to my attention about him. And she also says that he is somewhat like my dad, who left us 5 years ago. I agree with her on a couple of them but others I haven't really seen just of yet. So now I'm here feeling disgusted because not only have I ruined the relationship with my mother. I have given my virginity to a "smooth talker " and it's not like my boyfriend is a BAD GUY, he has helped me with a good bit of stuff, financial and etc. ( thought I do see a terrible flaw in him with finances that might break us, because he is a business/accounting major and he can get super annoying with his "new found knowledge)(besides the point). I just do not know what to do right now and I feel like shit and also sick to my stomach. It's a bit more to it but I feel like this is a shitty situation