So since my miscarrige in April I've had the WORSE baby fever. Part of it was bc I really didn't have any idea what I wanted to do career wise other than being a mom. So of course I wanted to go ahead and be a stay home Mom right away. After a few months of self exploration and stuff I found my true passion.... Teaching.... Now life makes perfect sense and my hubby and I were planning to start trying again in about Feb. or March. If that happens it will set me back and I am so happy and motivated to be a teacher. But I also want to be a mom. And I'm just torn now what do I do ???