Family size 😂😂

I'm so weird. I'm 25w3d with our first and I was so sick in the first trimester but now I'm like part of me wants 2-3 kids the other part of me is like "LETS HAVE 6!!" I have 4 sisters so there is 5 of us total but my husband is the oldest of three the youngest being twins. So he doesn't have to big of a family so when I say I want a lot of kids he doesn't know how to feel. I was in such a love hate I loved having my sisters but they annoyed the hell out of me at times.... Idk there's no middle for me, I either want a couple or an entire NFL team 😂😂 anyone else the same way?