What should I do??
Ok I'm 14. And me and this dude I know have been talking and we weren't really cool when we were younger cuz of some stuff that was going on and now that we're older we've been talk and getting really close I guess!? So about a month ago we were talk and he tells me he's been think about me and stuff and that he wants to get "CLOSER" to me! I'm like how close u wanna be! But you know TMI I was about to start my period in like a week but I was very vulnerable and he knew that. And we were at church!! I KNOW IN THE LORDS HOUSE😔😔 but he said meet me in the bathroom and I was like why? Wnd he said just meet me there so, I go to the bathroom with him and he got some cleaning supplies and said can you help me clean the bathroom! I was like really that's all you wanted. 🙄 And he was like "Oh what you think we were gonna do!?" And I'm like from the conversation we havin I thought you wanted to 👌🏾👈🏾👅💦. And he was like nah I didn't want to do that. Until JESUS😜😍! He grapes my arm gently and he was come her and I was like ok. And he he started to rub on me and I was like no I not ready to do this! And he was like 😂😂 I won't put it in ur 😺 I'll just put it in ur 🍑. And I'm like NO YOU WILL NOT😤. I'm like I a virgin and from what people say the booty ain't all that good! And he was like nah I'll be gentle. And then he started to pull up my shirt and play with me and then he pulled down my pants half way. And I don't know if u ever been in my situation or somethin similar but I was tryina be sexy and tease he like no we ain't finna do this!! And then sweet Jesus he unbutton his pants and pulls them down and I'm like 😳😐. And I'm like from what people tell me I'm supposed to put my 👄👅 on it and do other stuff and I'm like no I'll just touch and not put it in my mouth! Even though the other side on me was like you shouldn't be doin this and I kinda wondered how 🍆 tasted. I'm such a werido😂😂. But I'm just feeling it and feeling it and I turn around and he's like bend over and I'm like in a few seconds I will not a virgin anymore and I tease him and he's like stop playing and bend over and I'm like I just wanna talk. We're standing by the way. And I turn so my butt is on his dick and he gave me a hug and I kissed him on his cheek and he licked his lips and I was like 😍😍😍 yasss! And then we started laughing and then we heard foot steps and he went into the stall and I had fixed my clothes and started " Clean the sink"! We're in the men's room 😐 luckily it didn't smell cuz men's bathroom do smell. And the guy need him and he was like what was y'all doin and I'm like nothin😁😁 and he was like ok better not! And he left and my dude comes out the stall and kisses me and runs out the bathroom. I'm like 😅😅😅 I'm happy nothing got to physical or I would never hear the end of it.
Now that I got u up to speed on things!!😂 I had left to go see my dad right and when I come back he already went out with someone 2 and broke up with that same person. And by the way I forgot to mention he absolutely loved this girl oddly because he tried asking her out and she said she would never go out with him ever in her life but now she all of a sudden found dwellings for him and I'm like bish wtf😑😑😐 so they went out and broke up and now he won't even talk to me! Like every time I try he kinda blows me off 🖕🏾🖕🏾🖕🏾 him right. And I just need him to answer this one question wait the heck happened and is it still going on. I mean I got mad love for him and he already told me how he feels so........ Do I just leave it alone and move on or should I stand my ground and ask him to be up front with me??
I apologize for this book I wrote I just had to let u know all the details😜😜 Thank you 💋
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