First orgasm

Breanna • Hello! 🌸💕
I just had my first orgasm, and I peed on the floor, I literally couldn't do anything and it went everywhere... I cleaned it up, and due to some childhood trauma I'm getting really bad anxiety attacks over this and it was so intense I don't know how to handle it... I've been sobbig and I don't know why, and I really need to be calmed down... 😢