I just recently (8 months ago) broke up with me kid's dad and I still have sex with him about once a month. But that's only so the I won't go out and do something I might regret. (I wanna keep my body count down) am I doing the right thing.!? Like I want love but every time I feel like I'm interested in someone it seems to go sour fast and my ex just welcomes me back with open arms. Because he still wants to be with me but he is toxic.