I am in bed and ALL i can think about is our ultrasound that's coming up. I am freaking out inside about the genders!

We have two boys, and i love them and live being a boy mom..but i desperately want a little girl!

I keep telling myself we are having twin boys, trying to convince myself so i will be okay. I fear the disappointment! This is our last pregnancy and what i would do for at least one girl!!!!

That being said, i will love our twins 100% no matter the gender and pray for a healthy pregnancy and babies.