Religion vent

E
Lost my faith in God completely and I have tried to believe again but I can't. My family doesn't care and even if they did, I don't care lol but I liked how I was raised with it and how it kept me grounded with certain things and I want to do the same with my kids (i have 2 boys) but it just doesn't come out of me at all. Hopefully I end up believing again at least just a little..