Ive had it before i got pregnant, in some months it was ok, but now its horrible again in my pregnancy. I dont take any pill nor will i. How do you deal with it? Does your heart go crazy like mine and feeling like you will die? Anyways.. Its not happening anytime, just the time i am tottaly alone -physicaly- no other familiar person around or near me. I feel so week and dependent on others. I am believer in Christ, so any other christians out here please pray for my faith- i want it bigger. 

Thanks