First trimester rant !

March🕉
So I never though pregnany was this hard. I started at week 6 of nausea and vomitting and couldn't keep anything down. Then it all calmed down for 2 weeks now and I can keep food down but just don't want to eat. Not even my favorite foods ! Food aversion is killing me to the point where I would rather not eat and feel like my food isn't even digesting. I eat the same thing such as toast, tea, watermelon. 
I can't believe I can keep food down but would rather not even eat. Never thought this would happen. Second trimester needs to come by quickly. 
Well that's my rant for the day. Still happy a little one is with me ! Just wish I felt happier about the next day :/