Just needing to vent

Brooklyn • 🍼Mommy x3 👧🏼👶🏼👧🏼💍Wife 💇HairStylist
We have been ttc for about 7 months for a second child, with my first it was 2 months bam then we were pregnant, at that time I was pregnant with my two closest friends! Since we have been trying my two friends both have found out they are pregnant with there second and the other ones third child, while I'm over here having issues just becoming pregnant! I am literally wanting to be happy for them but deep down inside neither one of them were trying to get pregnant and I am super depressed and can't even stand being around them. My one friend had her baby and to make things worse I had to drive her to the hospital and then cry myself home, my other friend is due any day and I am just so tired of trying and saddened I can't even talk to my friends about this 😓