Giving& Receiving

Alyssa • 19
Recently started having sex last few months and my bf is more experienced than me. He went down on me on me and was great! I always kissed after cuz I dont have problem with it &since he was making sure I came I wanted to return the favor for him. I gave him my first bj and got really into it for my first time but he didn't kiss me afterwards and avoided my mouth. Talked bout it afterwards and said he just doesn't want his juices wen I don't mind bout mine. Do u feel discouraged if partner doesn't kiss after ?