I know I'm a little young to be thinking about getting a bf (I'm 15) but...

Hears what you need to know:

I've never had a bf

I've only had one guy openly flirt to me

I'm not ugly (hopefully 😉) but I am quite smart

I know you don't need a bf to survive and such but I get really lonely sometimes.

My friends seem to have had more guys interested in them or at least been closer to dating one

I like this one guy but my friend says that I should leave it cuz he never texts me first (no one ever does so I didnt really complain at first) and then he'll get the power of the 'relationship' and what not... We're friends but I really think he's my type and would be good for me but I think he'll friend zone me.

The first guy that liked me got out of a relationship and is quite hostile tone-ish when I talk to him. And when I did like him back, he just doesn't care (he's tried to vibe with me three times since last year).

So I'm stuck in a paradox where I want a bf but no one wants me and I don't know what to do. That guy was the first person to make me feel beautiful but he's a dick so I know I have to stay away from him.

I just don't know how to deal.

Here's a picture of me, just so you know