As much as I love working and getting away from the house and talking to new people and of course earning a bit of money. I just finished my maternity and have to leave my baby! I haven't left her once in her 7 months of life! I know she's going to be in good hands but I can't help but worry, which I know is normal but I don't want to miss out on anything, she's almost crawling and I feel like I'm going to miss out on that and everything else she might do :( I made myself that Ill I given myself shingles. Just feel so down all the time :(