Seriously ..... Need to vent

Emma
Just want to k is why j can't seem to hold on to my little jelly bean and piglet.. 2 mc in space of 6 months!!! April 3rd and now today well August 9th... Seriously can't go through this again?!! I'm angry at myself invade I've done something and just plain upset.. Sorry did venting but had to get it of my chest Before I explode