Take the IN out of Infertility

Hi everyone, I wanted to share my thoughts with you. 😊 I have been struggling with fertility for the past 20 months... I had to have a surgey to remove so many cysts and polyps on my uterus, ovaries, and tube. Painful sex. PCOS is not fun. I have been so frustrated at times... But then I thought about it, why do I have to say infertility? "In" means negative force... Why does it have to be negative? Why can't it be a beautiful thing? Maybe this could help me get closer with your husband by going through something difficult together? I realized that I spent 18 months crying, getting mad, taking it out on my husband. I realized... Wait a min.... How is this a positive experience if I keep getting mad or upset? I do have desires to be a parent, but I need to be ready according to God. I have focused on Him more by reading His Word more and I am finally at peace with it... I need to Trust in Him. He never fails. Who am I to tell Him that my plan is better, you know? I'm praying for every one of you to not carry burden of "infertility " and to give it all up to Him 🙌
(Ladies, it's not my intention to offend anyone, I'm trying to help you to have a positive experience with this journey) 
(Let's take the IN out of infertility! 😊 we are on FERTILITY journey! We may end up having biological kids or adopt kids, but it will be WORTH it! )
Philippians 4:6-7 KJV

6 Be careful for nothing; but in every thing by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known unto God.

7 And the peace of God, which passeth all understanding, shall keep your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.