Pregnant and significant other is in jail..

Any one else is pregnant and their significant other is in jail? My husband is in jail, he's only doing 4 months in county so he will be out in November and the baby is due February so he will be here for the baby shower and Birth of the baby. But I really don't feel any type of way, I don't really miss him except for today because I know he would've got me the watermelon I was craving for earlier. But other then that I don't feel any type of emotion. His boss man knows his situation and knows he is a good guy so he is holding on to his job for him. So he doesn't have to worry about employment once he's home. The only reason I go to visit him is because his mom doesn't like to drive downtown other then that he probably would never see me. 😬 I feel bad I feel this way and I don't know why I feel this way I'm thinking it's the pregnancy