Broke up with my emotionally abusive boyfriend

Jaimee • Livin` life
So today I decided enough is enough. I broke up with my boyfriend who has been emotionally abusing me for 3 years. I thought I would feel so much better but I feel so sad. He keeps trying to remind me of the good memories we've made but I don't want to be controlled on a leash anymore. He keeps saying he's gonna kill himself tonight. I don't know what to do, I feel so empty 😞