Sick of waiting!

So sick of waiting for this baby to come I feel like it's never going to happen I'm so tired and I don't know how I will even cope with labour when if it ever comes I feel like absolute crap the pressure is horrible the pain suck (not contractions) idk if I'm even dilated... I'm not sleeping I'm still eating huge amounts to the point I'm going to explode I feel like I'm eating because I'm sad and over it not because I'm hungry I have put on sooo much weight and feel like my relationship is suffering with my constant down moods! I just keep crying I'm only 38 weeks and idk how much more I can take anyone else feel the same?