Teacher life . Not ready!!

Taylor
Any other teachers emotional about going back to work and leaving babies? My little is 3 and for some reason this has been the hardest year to go back. I'm really wishing we could afford for me to stay home. I feel like I've missed so much of her life and am about to start missing more again! 
Ugh I am not an emotional person but I cannot stop the waterworks! And af isn't even due anytime soon. 😢 guess I'm just looking for mommas who can relate or words of advice!