Feeling like a failure! TMI!

Shavon
So yesterday I broke and took a PT five days before AF is due and got a BFN! I also started cramping yesterday which is weird because I usually cramp the day AF starts. Now this morning I woke up to spotting. I went to peeing and after wiping is when I saw blood (sorry TMI) and im still cramping. 😞 AF is due on 8/17.  FML!!!! 
The good thing about this is I have such a supporting and loving fiancé!! Hes so optimistic about this journey and it makes me feel good knowing this is important to him as it is to me.