No PMS!?

Nikkel • TTC for a year. Waiting on the Lords timing.
Since I began TTC almost 2 years ago, I have paid close attention to my body. One thing that has happened habitually since I can remember is soar and swollen breasts 7 days before my period. Without fail. When I would get that first sign of PMS my hope of conception always fell to practically none. 
I always told myself if one month the soar BB never came than I (more than likely) conceived! This is my month!! My BB never got soar or swollen. I haven't experienced any bloating either!
I am 3 days away from AF and I'm pulling at my hair to take a test. So many negatives, I can't bare to know too soon. The longer I wait, the more time I can spend hoping. And hope is  so much better than disappointment. Anyone else use lack of PMS to mean possible pregnancy?