I am a little bit scared of being happy about being pregnant. We just found out I'm 3-4 weeks pregnant but I miscarried in January :( it hurt more emotionally than I thought. This would be our 4th child. I'm not scared about how many kids we have (all boys 5 years apart 11,5,1 1/2) I'm scared that I might have a possibility of losing this one too. I don't want to. I want this baby. I am so happy but very afraid at the same time. I know they say your safe after first trimester but that's so long away. Idk just venting a little I guess. I don't want to stress but I want this to be successful.