IVF...it's happening

Tristen • TTC first baby with my amazing husband for over a year. Can`t wait to be a mommy and so thankful for glow. Xoxo
After 6 failed months of clomid, then femara and IUI we got word that IVF would be our best chance at getting pregnant (I only have 1 Fallopian tube after 2 ectopic pregnancies, and have scarring on the remaining tube). We got our finances in order and paid the initial 10k to get on the cycle list (august is their first available at Kaiser Santa Clara). Until then we'll be saving like crazy to cover the additional 5-10k and getting as fit and healthy as possible. 
​It's very strange to pay a ton of money for something that you may never be able to see, feel or hold. I'm scared and I hope I'm going to be emotionally ok if it fails because we can only afford to do it once.  Please send your prayers and baby dust our way - we're gonna need them! Xoxo