Anxiety

It started with me telling my husband at 5 o'clock I wanted to order dinner soon and then I asked at 6:30 what he wanted, said he didn't know. 8 rolls around and I'm like so are we going to eat? And then I just lost it like how can you ignore that I'm hungry for this many hours? I know I should have communicated more because he's terrible at it, but I just didn't feel like nagging him over what to do for dinner.

I am so physically drained from this pregnancy, that it just snow balled into a huge anxiety attack, I could barely breathe. He's such a good husband, he went through breathing exercises with me and helped me to relax, and went out to grab dinner for us after I calmed down.

I am just sitting here feeling like the worst mom ever and my baby isn't even here yet. I don't know how I could let myself get so worked up while she's in my body. I'm supposed to take care of her and I feel like I'm failing this last trimester. 😔

I've suffered with anxiety my whole adult life but had to stop taking Zoloft when we started trying to get pregnant. I am just scared and feel like a terrible wife and mother after tonight.

Any other moms feeling like this?