Partners and porn

Christina
My husband has had this thing with porn since before we got together 8 years ago. He stopped for a long time and then would pick it back up every couple of months. We have two beautiful boys together. And they have changed my body, not that it was ever comparable to a porn star. Recently I found it again in his phone. I ended up moving into our guest room for almost two weeks. Last night I moved back into our room, but I'm crushed by how inadequate I feel. We recently had a pregnancy loss and he has not been understanding of my healing (emotionally). I feel like I am not physically good enough to please him, though he argues that. I don't know how to get over this hurdle that feels like the straw that broke the camels back. Any ladies have similar experiences? How did you get through it?