Right now I am not feeling so happy nor am I feeling up in the mood for anything. I have been, for a long time, feeling this. When everything goes wrong and I see no hope I feel like I can't live any longer. Thinking about the things people say to me and the things I am going through dont make it any better. I feel like at this time and moment I have reached the top. I can't take it anymore and I can't deal with the constant reminders people tell me. My parents hate me and always tell me it as if it wont hurt me. My partner keeps bringing in the dark past I have had and makes fun of it (purposely) I don't know what to do. Everything is going downhill and all they're doing is making it worse for me.