why me lord 😂
Some people may not understand this from my POV but I'm about to try and explain itÂ
I simply REFUSE to have a childÂ
I understand that it's a bundle of joy and makes your life so much better but I just cannot do it I am sexually active we do use condoms and I cry every time I'm waiting on my period even though we used protection because I know anything could happen at any timeÂ
AND on top of me worry about being pregnant  I gotta worry about my family members  worrying about me getting pregnant I have 6 sisters all of them got pregnant before they were 21 and when I think about that it's just like.... Didn't y'all wanna have fun? Like there is so much stuff you cannot do if you have a baby and so much dumb shit I want to do before I have one
THEN
I have a 10 year old little sister  she literally copies everything I do nowÂ
She used to follow behind my Sister who is a year older than me but then She got pregnant. If she got all these people she look up to getting pregnant before finishing school she IS gonna go and get pregnant I wanna be that one person she can come to and be like "hey I'm taking this extra credit class can you help me with this"
And I feel like I'm all she got left I gotta set a good exampleÂ
I'm 19Â
Graduated elementary school as salutatorianÂ
Graduated highschool with with a B-C grade averageÂ
Never ever  been in a fight (for all my family knows)
And now I'm in college my parents are Trying to put me down but I try not to let that show in front of her and I admit I'm not doing the best in college but I'm not giving upÂ
I just feel like having a baby NOW would be messing up everything for me don't get me wrong I love my nieces and nephews but I always tell my family I'm gonna bring my dogs to all our family outings because I'm not having kids.
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