Anyone else?

Maggie
Is it just me or is this whole trying to get pregnant business more stressful than anything else in the freaking world! Okay honestly I'm tired of checking my cervix and cm, bbt, calculating the "perfect" time for conception. My whole damn day is consumed with wait is that a symptom? Or am I even checking this right? I give up. I do. In my heart I want this so bad, then here comes my brain laughing at my stupidity that it's not actually going to happen, stop getting your hopes up act. 
So I am saying screw it. I'm going to enjoy being intimate with my husband cause damn he's good, and he deserves more than me laying there praying to god this will be the night my uterus doesn't f*** it up. There is just way to much stressing for me.