Abort, Adopt or Forgive? (Text exchange with SO)

I know you can't tell me what's best for me. So tell me what you would do... just trying to gain perspective... ps aborting would not be to get even. I am going to lose my job (a very, very good job). But honestly, something has changed in me and I'm not sure how much the job aspect matters to me anymore. Could it be hormones? He knew I did not want a baby right now when he did this. I am angry with him, I broke up with him, but I love him and he is an amazing father to the children he already has....

That's the scenario.

My big girl panties are officially on!