Falling apart

Hannah 👶💙

I have mastitis that turned into an abscess. I had to have it drained today so while I have relief from the pressure I am pretty sore. Every time I move or my son hits my boob it causes it to drain. Drainage is good I guess but I'm already tired of changing the bandage. On top of it all I can't really feed on that side so I have been feeding him on one boob and he's getting really frustrated. We just spent the last 2.5 hours cluster feeding and fussing. I did feed him on the mastitis side for a little bit so I am wondering if that milk irritated his tummy. I just got the little guy to sleep now I need to pump and change dressing but I am so tired.

I just needed to complain.