Just to let it out.

I am still hurting from the loss. It has only been one month and I feel that everyone has forgotten and moved on. Then there is me, putting on my fake smile, acting ok, holding back tears when someone asks about the baby and I have to tell them that I lost it. Or even better, when the people who know tip their heads to the side and ask if I am ok, and the only acceptable response is "I'm good" with my new fake smile. I am still do broken and to "them" it already been a month but to me...it's only been a month....