Pregnant and alone.

It's been nearly two weeks since I've found out I was pregnant. Except for the initial happiness when I found out it's been anything but joyous. While initially my bf was terrified I thought he would be happy as this is something he had said he wanted and we were doing nothing to prevent it, just kind of seeing what happened. He was fearful we couldn't conceive and now that we have he says it's a good thing, but not a good time and we should try again in a year. It's a little too late for that and I don't want to do what he wants me to do so he's been threatening to kill himself amongst other things and saying if I keep it he won't be with me. Well yesterday he finally broke up with me and I moved out. I'm having a hard time feeling anything and I don't know how I'm going to do this. My parents are very supportive but I only wanted kids because of him. I don't think it's sunk in yet.