28+ weeks and counting

Rebecca
Had my midwife appointment yesterday 
Baby's heartbeat at 146bpm 
At the moment he's in the engaged position 
And measuring 2 weeks ahead so, measuring at 30 weeks 😱  
He's a perfectly healthy little man 💙
However one downside.. Mumma here is developing postnatal depression and loosing my love for him.. (Getting hard to bond) 
Not sure whether antidepressants are even safe for baby 😕😞